This morning is different – there’s a change. I can sense it. Feel it. I feel completely awake. I see clear. For once, I don’t regret the day before it begins. I know now who I am, at least who I want to be. For the first time, in a long time, I feel good.
I have no regrets in my life. I think everything happens for a reason. The hard times you go through build character – making you a much stronger person. I had a plan – I wanted to change who I was. Start my life as someone new. Someone without a past. Without the pain. Someone alive. But it’s not that easy. You can’t escape the past – as must as you want to. The bad things stay with you. They follow you – until you’re ready to let go. Move on, and put it all behind you. When you finally let go, something better comes along.
Sometimes you have to do things that might seem to be right at that moment, but in time, you’ll realize that the choice you’ve made was the wrong choice. Whatever you did, you can’t go back. It’s weird when you have a picture of how something’s gonna be, and it turns out completely different.
I think that sometimes you just have to make the decision to be happy. Just realize that things aren’t ever what you hoped they’d be. Not ever. For anybody. The only thing that separates one kind of person from another is that there are some who stay angry about it, and there are some who accept what comes their way.
If I were to determine the word “destiny” I would go for something that’s meant to happen. Meant to be. But then again – we’re back to choices. In life there’s a lot of choices that has to be made. Sometimes it’s for the best, but there will be times you’ll wish you didn’t have to make a choice. It can be hard to know if you’re making the right or wrong choice, because you wont know what’s coming.
If destiny does exist – it won’t matter what choice you make or which path you choose to walk, because the paths still leads you to a very determined destiny. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, because it’s said that the greatest rewards comes from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined.
“Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end,
the journey in life – is the destination.”